There are periods of time where you stare in the mirror and you see yourself. But no, not just the image of the person you think you are, but the real person, the one that lies under the layers of skin, flesh and bone. If the reflection pleases you, then good, there is no reason for anguish. Trouble arises when you don't like the person you see, when you're afraid that someone, somewhere and sometime, will look past your skin, flesh and bone and see you. You, the real you. And he won't like the person he sees.
It's your soul that counts at the end of the day. Only when there are people that you care for around you will this hit you and cause you pain.
I guess there's more soul searching to do.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Throwback
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
It's over (somewhat)
Time for a little celebration I think.
Though I have two more papers on Monday, I think they're a little bit off my mind for now. The past few days have gone well, but with a few stupid mistakes being realised a couple of hours after each paper, I must say that I'm a little disappointed with what I've achieved.
Anyway, after prelims will be the mad chionging of application for universities. Why bother applying, I should just try for NUS first shouldn't I? Then worry about the rest during NS if I don't get in.
I'm worried though. So much to do for the apps, yet so little time. Meh.
BUT today was great. Spent time out and it was an awesome day. It really means something to me to be able to steal that couple of hours out of my busy weeks to spend with people I love.
Wish all days were like today.
Friday, September 17, 2010
Chew on this
While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures.
When the child saw his father with painful eyes he asked, Dad when will my fingers grow back?
The man was so hurt and speechless; he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'. The next day that man committed suicide.
Anger and Love have no limits; choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life. Things are to be used and people are to be loved, but the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved.
Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits they become character; Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Importance
Today, I realised how important someone is to me. To make me feel such anger on her behalf, I don't think anyone else can ever do so again.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Repost - If
If
If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!----I guess this is a repost to remind me of what makes a person truly him or herself. Not just a figment of imagination, but a reality.What defines us as human is our common traits. What defines our self is our uniqueness, our strengths, our weaknesses. Something that no one can give to us nor take away.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
What's the point in me trying to say anything in this house when someone is just going to butt in and cut me off? I guess this is my conclusion: I don't want to talk anymore, not about things that are important to me. There is no point if I speak and am not heard.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
To learn to live, to live to learn.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
If You Were Coming In The Fall by Emily Dickinson
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
I guess I should be studying for the final exam of this exam series. It's Chemistry, something that I'm quite confident of, yet at the same time apprehensive about.
Friday, June 25, 2010
About time another blog post appeared here.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
I've tried writing posts for this blog.
Friday, February 12, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Fall
You asked me and I replied. I told you I've got over it. It's been what, close to 4 months?
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Oops, haven't updated in such a long time...
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Smile
Wanted to put a pretentious smiley on the end of the title, but well, the lyrics below are sad enough.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Two poems to share today: